Tag Archives: Forgiveness

Pins and Needles

Pins and Needles

I sit here a humble pin cushion
With a high defense and toleration
My friends are pins and needles
From which I keep them found
To me they are bound

Till one day they wonder off
Some to stay forever aloft
My friends are pins and needles
When they wonder some come back
To return to there former sack

Others are lost for years
Before coming back with tears
My friends are pins and needles
Though some never return again
And cease being my humble friend.

When they leave I am left empty.
Though letting them go with curtsy.
My friends are pins and needles.
When they return they cause some pain
Embedding deep into me with forcing strain

Yet once they fit back in all is fine
Till they once again cross that line
My friends are pins and needles.
Wondering off to the word divine
As I remain forever supine.

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Breath of Poison,Breath of Air

Breath of Poison, Breath of Air

Breathing in fresh air
For the first time in years
The taste is so sweet
Compared to my tears

Guilt has left me be
It’s time to move on
Too long have I paid
When I did nothing wrong

I forgive you
I forgive me
Today I live
Today I see

Shedding off the past
Owning up to whats been done
Saying goodbye to childish self pity
Realizing I am the one

That holds me back
That made this poison
Living endless doubt
Created my own treason

I forgive you
I forgive me
Today I live
Today I see

You may have struck the first blow
Abused me worse than I’ve known
Took my air, Took my care
Leaving the damage to be shown

But it was I
Who trapped myself in with the mess
Breathed in its poison
Never letting go of the stress

I forgive you
I forgive me
Today I live
Today I breathe