Distrust

Distrust

I am always suspicious
Of things tender and delicious
There is poison in what i find precious
Things can never go right for me
In my past this is all i see
Failure, betrayal, alone will I be
I say I trust, when full of lust
Yet my heart feels like dust
Dried out by the unjust
Pumping bile and disgust
Causing my soul to combust
As my passions begin to rust
There is nothing more but despair
Fleeting failing, forsaken care
An endless, hollow, trance like stare
As I wonder through this life of terror
Love becomes the riskiest, most disturbing dare
For nothing it has to offer is ever fair
Death, is all i have to wait for
Its the only thing left I adore
My heart is broken unlike before
Before when heat was in my core
Back when love was new and un-tore
When I didn’t know what was in store
Before my heart lost its will, the war
Nothing is left but a shell of what was
No performance left for you to applause
Broken down by fates horrendous laws
My trust, heart, soul, are stuck in pause
I now can only remember what was the cause
Unable to return to the past,
Undo this cursed spell that was cast
Lost in my unsurpassed contrast
Of chaos that has a territory so vast
That I could never hope to overcome or last
So, I stand ready for loves ending blast

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