Sick Of This

I’m sick of this
I’m sick of watching good people turn bad
sick of happy people turn sad
sick of the dangerous line between friend or foe
sick of seeing two good friends go toe to toe
sick of never being able to choice a side
sick of always having to be the guide
sick of holding people back from the edge
sick of climbing up the this ridge
sick of feeling guilty for nothing
Sick of collecting the promise ring
I am the person you turn to for help
But no one wonders how I feel seeing this
watching my friends fall apart
Seeing the pieces of a broken heart
Stuck in the middle I must fight
the two fronts and calm the storm
And yet still a resistance takes form
I distance myself forever from all
until the day that I will fall
I’m Sick of never being considered
sick of always being concerned
sick of the way i feel
sick of this whole deal
Sick of being a person to blame
sick of walking this close to the flame
sick of running in circles of emotions
sick of being a soothing lotion
Sick of hearing everyone’s bull shit
sick of being the target of ignorant spit
I hope you don’t take this the wrong way
think beyond your tragedies is all i say
I am destined to help you out
though this is not what im all about
Please don’t banish me away from your problem
don’t turn yourself into a golem
All I want is recognition for my good deeds
a thank you would fill my needs
So, I still want to be your pillar
I just don’t want to be considered the killer
When I demand something for myself
not to be toyed with then returned to the shelf


About shoelessboywonder

Poet and cook, I'm just starting out in the web world trying to grow a fan base for my poetry, it seems like its off to a good start and the site is also made for me to improve upon my writing skills so please rate and comment on the poems you like best, feedback is the greatest way to success thanks for checking me out and my site. View all posts by shoelessboywonder

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