Aftermath The damage is done But the wounds still bleed Making a mess of my life A longing of undying need You walked away, so don’t come back I can’t even be mad I loved you so You’re still what makes me glad If their is still care for me Never let me know For [...]
Archive for the ‘Depression’ Category
Aftermath
Posted: December 14, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Love, Love Loss, Moving On, Pain of Ending, Poetry
16 Tears
Posted: September 29, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: 16 Tears, Freedom, Loss, Poems, Poetry, Soliders who didn't make it home, War Vet
16 Tears A tear for the past A tear for what didn’t last A tear for the cost A tear for the lost A tear for tomorrow A tear for sorrow A tear for disappointment A tear for resentment A tear for you A tear for whats true A tear for your grave A tear [...]
Gray World
Posted: September 27, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Absent Affection, Gray World, Love, Love lost, Poetry
Gray World The world turned gray Something is wrong today Strange in this colorless place Seems to be even less space Odd, This world of shady misery It seems only I see this mystery So, I search for your Hoping you have my clue Though like the color, you’re gone And I know what went [...]
Close Quarters
Posted: July 3, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Family Issues, Financial Issues, Jobless, Poetry, Self Pity
Close Quarters One Works Hard to pay the bills The other does nothing to help One is to nice to show her anger The other is stuck to linger Unknown to one with the ethics The just feels his is pathetic Lost again from when he was found Now trapped by self pity he is [...]
Realization…
Posted: June 18, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Dieing Love, Fail Relationship, Loss of Will, Lover's Sorrow, Poetry, Realization of True Feelings
Realization… The struggle of view The hope of something new The dream of loving you Seems too far askew Where is the peace That makes worry cease And comfort increase The healing golden fleece I do not see it coming Just whats unbecoming Like an endless drumming My heart is numbing Stale trapped thoughts Clouds [...]
On The Run
Posted: June 17, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Family Issues, Leaving the past, Poetry, Run away, Seperation
Its game over I am going to run Its the end now It wasn’t fun My words never heard My feelings never felt My work never thanked My marks from your belt Your words are desprate Your hooks are loose Your just pathetic Your heads in a noose Now its my turn Now there is [...]
Sad
Posted: May 26, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Depression, Extinction, Inner woe, New Style, Poetry, Rhymes, Sad, Self destruction
Sad We all feel it It feels like shit A weakness Effecting our lives The tears of wives Like a sickness The plague continues Drowing in issues We are helpless Breathing is rare Through our tearful stare Stuck in trance The reason do vary As all seems so scary Losing our resistance Curled up all [...]
Wasted Tears Version ONE
Posted: May 13, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Past, Poetry, Promises., Reflection, Tears, Wast
Wasted Tears Version ONE Through all the fights Through all the lonely nights Through all the lingering pain Through all the promises made strain Seems all I have to show From my seasons of bitter snow Is ever lasting fears And a series of wasted tears.
Regret
Posted: May 11, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Discouraged, Failure, Past self, Poetry, Regret, Talking to the past
Regret When the future looks at the past Nothing the present can offer Can create a reason to last As the past sees a future to suffer Our past selves may disagree With all that we do believe When we were younger we could see The truth of how to be As future years reach [...]
Fair
Posted: January 19, 2011 by shoelessboywonder in DepressionTags: Anger, Break up, Chances, Change, Cruel Fate, Depression, Hate, Lost Love, Love, Lovers in trouble, One sided love, Pain, Poetry, Rage, Saddness
Fair Why does one person always care more Yet always ends up with their heart tore Why does the devoted one always stay As the other says it was all for play One up late at night worried about the other While she is in bed with his brother Cooking dinner and cleaning house While [...]